i could live on loving you...

lovebirds and deep sunset


There's not a knock on the door but love walks through. Through the door and into the soul. Out of the door and I hate you...but then I love you too. I can’t cry hard enough for you to hear me. I can't try hard enough for you to love me. Cause no matter what I do, you'd never fall for me. But I hope whatever will be, will be. Even if love really runs out of excuses to tell, for you again I'd surely fell..Cause you smiled a smile. A sweet smile that I'd still miss until now. And I thought as if love were going to come, but sadly it didn't, not even for a while. Love has places to go and people to hurt. Among your friends, I like you the most. Among your friends, I care for you the most. Among your friends, you hurt me the most. 'Cause I know that's all I am to you...among your friends. Should I be happy that we were friends?...or sad cause that's all we'll ever be? I praise you a little, I guess you'd say, a little too much, a little too frequent..But I can't help but to praise you a bit little everyday. I miss you a bit, I guess you'd say, a bit too much, a bit too often, but I can't help but miss you a little bit more each day. Life happens and things change..But goodbye doesn’t mean forever. Goodbye doesn't mean we'll never meet again. There were rainy days that I thought would never end. There've been lonely times when I couldn't find a friend.. But one thing that I've always hope is, I’d see you again, no matter where or when. Cause I just want to see you, even if it's for a split second. To tell you how much I care, but even if the words don't come my way, hope you'd still know what my heart wants to say... And I need you now. Now it is too late...

What a quirk of fate..

It's hard to explain why and how in the world when all the while it was right next to you and you didn't or not quite really notice it and all out of sudden, it's gone... Out of sight, but somehow springs into the mind, and all in the world, you suddenly felt something dead right special is missing. No words could describe that ambiguity feeling. Used to hate it a lot, day in day out. Couldn't bear to listen anymore, not until i realised i was in fact quite fond of it. Used to wish i hear the sound of silence instead of those noises.. But then there's something that could make the world goes round, but it also makes the heart stop beating. Why and what is it actually that this thing is so elusive till this silly person continue to pursue it endlessly? Well, it might be beyond comprehension but does it really need a reason??... The reason is that thing itself which couldn't be explained by any reason. . .