What a quirk of fate..

It's hard to explain why and how in the world when all the while it was right next to you and you didn't or not quite really notice it and all out of sudden, it's gone... Out of sight, but somehow springs into the mind, and all in the world, you suddenly felt something dead right special is missing. No words could describe that ambiguity feeling. Used to hate it a lot, day in day out. Couldn't bear to listen anymore, not until i realised i was in fact quite fond of it. Used to wish i hear the sound of silence instead of those noises.. But then there's something that could make the world goes round, but it also makes the heart stop beating. Why and what is it actually that this thing is so elusive till this silly person continue to pursue it endlessly? Well, it might be beyond comprehension but does it really need a reason??... The reason is that thing itself which couldn't be explained by any reason. . .